Had the first panic attack I’ve had in eight years.
The feeling of suffocation terrifies me.
It happened at work.
Out of the blue.
I just. Couldn’t. Breathe.
My boss had to sedate me.
My boyfriend. Thinks I’m crazy.
I woke up even more terrified.
Something’s wrong with me.
& my brain.
He probably doesn’t love me after that.
After all, anxiety isn’t a real thing.
Depression isn’t a real thing.
The IV puncture in my arm hurts like a bitch today.
I don’t wanna go home.